PHILADELPHIA -- Carlos Ruiz's favorite Phillies memories are some of your favorite Phillies memories.
Chooch said he fired up YouTube recently when a few Mariners teammates asked him about Game 5 of the 2008 World Series. He found the final out and clicked play. He watched Eric Hinske swing over the top of Brad Lidge's slider. He relived catching that final pitch and running into Lidge's arms as the Phillies celebrated their second World Series championship in franchise history.
"I was feeling it," Ruiz said about the clip Tuesday afternoon at Citizens Bank Park. "I still feel that."
Ruiz returned to Citizens Bank Park for the first time since the Phillies traded him to the Dodgers in August. The Dodgers traded him to the Mariners -- who play a two-game series against the Phillies this week -- in November.
Ruiz, who played for the Phillies from 2006-16, is scheduled to start Wednesday. He received a standing ovation following a video tribute in the middle of the third inning and another before he flied out as a pinch-hitter in the eighth inning of the Phillies' 10-9 loss.
"It feels a little weird, you know, coming into the other side," Ruiz said. "But at the same time when I was driving [in] and we were getting close to the gate outside, a lot of things were [in my head]. The one thing was that it was special. I felt a little excited and nervous, and at the same time, I couldn't wait to see you guys, my teammates, the guys that work security, everybody.
"There were a lot of good things in my life that I'll always remember. When I got called up I got a phone call from Ruben Amaro [Jr.]. The big one is being part of '08 and the World Series. That was special. That was definitely No. 1. And being around good teammates, good friends. And my individual part, when Roy Halladay pitched a perfect game and no-hitter. And Cole Hamels. The parade. A lot of good things."
"It was a special night," he said. "I was really happy to see them. We're like brothers. And I always say, it doesn't matter what team I'm on, I have respect for those young guys over there and I really miss them. It's about family. Staying together."
Ruiz, 38, is hitting .111 (3-for-27) with one double, one RBI and a .435 OPS in 33 plate appearances. He is approaching the end of his career, so perhaps it is fitting he gets a chance to appear in front of Phillies fans one more time.
"It really was hard for me when I left," he said. "At the same time, that was a tough position, but I had a chance to go back to the playoffs and that was big. I can remember that day and it was hard when I had to go and I got a lot of texts. I know there are a lot of people over here that I really love and … I can't wait to see them."
Ruiz, of course, wants to play as long as possible. But he has considered the future, too.
"I definitely would like to come back to this organization," he said. "I don't know when. I know before I left they came to me and told me the door is open for me any time I want to come to Philly and work with this organization. That's big. That is something I think about right now. This year I want to finish strong and we'll see what happens when I'm not playing baseball."
And every once in a while, whenever he has the urge, he can always watch that final out in '08.
"I think I'm going to do that the rest of my life because it was so special," he said.
Todd Zolecki has covered the Phillies since 2003, and for MLB.com since 2009. Follow him on Twitter and Facebook and listen to his podcast. This story was not subject to the approval of Major League Baseball or its clubs.